For many years, I was a back-slidden Christian that knew Jesus, but had no clue how to live for Him. I was caught in the grip of addiction, abusive relationships, poverty and loaded down with all kinds of sin. I just kept trying to get good by going to church
Tonight I am sitting here feeling like I am in my 20’s but I am actually in my 40’s. And for a moment I was telling myself that I need to stop feeling like I am 20 years old because “you are 42 years old Melissa.” And then quickly after
I think a reason why we hesitate to ask God certain questions is because we’re afraid of the answer…a “no” or even a “yes” can require hard things from us. It can ask us to change our lives in a way that’s so uncomfortable, so we question whether or not
I used to feel Him all the time as a little girl, knowing He was with me wherever I went, even when I was in trouble and sent to my room. I used to make up songs to sing to Him and I could tell He really liked my singing!